It’s indeed -ber month with all the balloon orders we’ve got this week! When fourth quarter of the year strikes, it means that businesses are doubly hellish! I’m getting excited with it and I wanna celebrate! So what story can I write about this? Should I make a statistics out from it? That would be boring…..I’m not that business kind of person as you might be surprised knowing this. Hehe….However, I still have that high energy to write tonight. I must write something but I just couldn’t think of a story…..
However, lonesome September gets into my nerve again! I’m being reminded of these screen shots (that I’ve been keeping) of a probable story. Here they are:
In this time that I don’t have people to call true friends, I have no one to talk to. In this time that I’m doubting who my true friends are, I have no one to rely on. So I just have to write my heart out. Wala namang bumabasa ‘eh! So here’s the deal. If you’ve come to stumble upon this post, patatawarin po…..
Anyway, this was just one heck of a life! One heck of a story! Years had passed and it’s still him. Now I’m starting to hate myself. Why could I just not forget him?! I thought I’m done writing about him here. I thought I’m done letting go of him with a song. I thought I’m done with him in this post. There must be something wrong with me! I must be sick!!!!! I must be gaga!
|Lines from Starting Over Again|
Just like young Athena’s line,
“Thank you for the 2 months, 2 weeks, 3 days, 10 hours, 57 minutes na pagmamahal.”
it was brief but timeless.
Also young Athena’s line,
“Gusto ko nang itigil ito kasi nagiging totoo na….. Totoong nagugustohan na kita.”
it was shallow but meaningful.
And Kelay’s line,
“Ang love story daw nila ay isang malaking kaso ng bad timing.”
it was wrong but worth it all.
Finally as the movie ends with adult Athena’s line,
“After years of waiting, seeing what you’ve become now – ….. It was all worth it.”
Would he still be worth it? Can I still do this?
Is he the only one? Is he the only one great love? Can I still have him beside me on my last breath?
Surely, that can’t be answered yet. With all this weirdness, I think I must just sleep! As if I can sleep!