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  • On a High

    Addiction, fixation, obsessionFixation, obsession, addictionObsession, addiction, fixationHow can I handle this permutation? Distracted, agitated, shaken, insaneIntoxicated through my veinA drug stronger than methamphetamineHow can I further explain? Hooked!Just hookedFire burning as it’s always stokedSensation overload, overbooked Alive, elated, in blissExploring with much kinesisOh, what a great poiesisA gift as I’ve found my oasis! Location: Overview […]

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  • “Verses for Jogjakarta”: A Bittersweet Memoir by Ted Nudgent Tac-an

    VERSE 1: EXISTENCE You may not notice me                                                                         yet I exist You may not appreciate my presence                                                                         yet I have sense I just want you to be persistent                                     in making use of my                                                                         existence VERSE 2: CAMOUFLAGE iamnothidingmytrueself iamafraidofhowyouwilldealwithme andsoiblendwithwhoeverissurroundingme icamouflagewiththem VERSE 3: |UNGUARDED| |Love| is ||not|| about |attractions| It is […]

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  • Gosh, I’m 36!

    It has been two weeks from my birthday and my “bad” mood has somehow subsided.  Is getting older really like this?  Oh, just the hype of the hormones!  Anyway, I couldn’t miss posting about my birthday and here’s what happened.   I intentionally deactivated my FB account the night before my birthday in order to test […]